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Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Of Broga Hill.... :) (part1)



Assalamualaikum.
Hehe. Sorry. I know it’s a bit late to post about this but since I promised to buat sikit story mory on Broga Hill and Gunung Tok wan Hiking experience, I tried to find a suitable time and tadaaa~~~ ^.^

Broga Hill ni, dari pemahaman aku, it is located at the border of Selangor and Negeri Sembilan. Haa. Ni maknanya, aku dah jelajah dua negeri. <----ini poyo.
Firstly, cerita pasal Bukit Broga. This was planned by you-know-who. Hahahahaha. Siapa? Opkos ler kak Habibah Al-Farisi -______- *mampus aku kalau dia nampak muka cengginih*

We went for Broga Hill hiking on 9th February 2014 (Sunday). Two days before, I told my other two friends, Hana  and Balqis that I’ll join Kak Bibah for hiking again *.* and they wanted to join us. So, post ni sedikit kehambaran campur kemalasan campur sedikit asam, dua kilo beras dan lima biji telur ==’

Nak dijadikan cerita, pagi hari kejadian tu punya la malas gillos aku nak bangun pagi sobab den tido lambat eyh. Because I was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited (almaklumlah first timer naik Broga ni), I couldn’t sleep early. Tapi disebabkan excited jugak la aku paksa diri bangun pukul 4.30 and kejut kawan kawan yang nak ikut tu bangun. Dan kemungkinan mereka mereka ni rasa dunia dah terbalik sebab I’m not a morning person. Bangun tidur pun selalunya dikejutkan oleh 907857465746574683764 orang dan 97326756158 kali bunyi alarm. Ni stok kalau kena bom pun tak terjaga :(

6.30 am, tayar pun bergolek menuju ke rumah Big Bear Fatah. *I’m a dead meat* Alhamdulillah, jalan tak sesak pun maybe sebab orang lain pun bukan morning person HAHAHAHAHAMBAR -_-

Around pukul 7.15 am tu, kami berempat, *kak bibah, hana, balqis and cute me* sampai ke rumah Big Bro setelah sesat dan melanggar dua lampu isyarat *kononnya takde kereta dan taktau sebenarnya kawasan tu ada cctv* *kill me now*. Sampai je kat rumah Big Bro, bertukarlah kereta naik kereta beliau. -----------> note that we’re fat sampai rasanya tak muat RaRa (satria) aku :P

Broga Hill mengalu-alukan ketibaan kami dengan karpet tanah merah sekitar jam 8.30 am. MENGARUT MENGARUT MENGARUT, lepas tu kami berlima start hiking Broga Hill pukul 8.40 am. Sepanjang jalan nak naik tu, masyaAllah, ramai tahapmoksha la yang dah bergerak turun. K. Turun. Dan kami berlima baru nak naik -______________________- Whatever

Sepanjang perjalanan yang bosan dan penat nak mamp*s, aku and kak bibah asyik “kena maki”-----> bak kata Big Bro Fatah, sebab kami jalan mcm siiiiiiiipuuuuuuttt :'] This was already expected sebab memang kami berdua memang lambat pungggg

While Hana and Balqis kena puji dengan Big Bro sebab laju ja dua orang ni berjalan, kami berdua (aku and kak bibah) berterus-terusan “kena maki” :]

Sebelum sampai ke puncak Broga, di tengah tengah perjalanan, kami singgah minum air teh o panas percuma yang disediakan oleh saudara saudari sukarelawan Aqsa Syarif. May Allah grants them goodness. InsyaAllah.

Aqsa Syarif

Teh o panas :]

Selambat lambat kami pun, sampai jugak kat puncak Broga tu. And berbekalkan carrot, aku mencatat sejarah “makan carrot di puncak Bukit Broga”. *sengal*

Waktu kami berlima sampai di atas, around 11.00 am –lebih kurang la- ada la satu family besar ni dengan anak-anak kecil around darjah satu ke darjah tiga punya range umur yang tengah ambil gambar.

Dan tiba tiba tergerak la hati nak bertanya, “adik umur berapa dik?”. Dan adik tu kata dia baru darjah 1. K. Dahsyat. K. Culture shock. 

Lepas tu, aku tanya la lagi, “naik tadi pukul berapa dik?”. Dan jawapan kepada soalan ni yang buat aku rasa nak baling semua carrot yang ada dalam beg sebab jawapan adik tu, “naik pukul 9.00 pagi tadi” (._____________________________.) 

K. Doploh menet awai dari kami berlima. Maka boleh la dikorbankan tigabelasekorkambingsebabterkejut.

Dan selepas lebih kurang setengah jam melepak atas puncak Broga tu, kami meneruskan perjalanan ke Gunung Tok Wan yang kat sebelah Broga Hill ni. So, next post ya…….. :P

I'm talking too much -_-


Bajet comel :3

Pandangan dari atas Broga

Hana, Kak Bibah, me and Balqis :)

Muka penat plus plus plus 

Latest fb punya profile picture =='

At last, sampai ke puncak broga lepas all those dramas sbb terlampau penat


Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Barakallahhu fiikum Ainaa Dayana and Faris

Assalamualaikum

This is actually a post to congratulate my younger cousin, Ainaa Dayana (18) and her husband, Faris (21) on their marriage. The akad ceremony was beautifully and successfully done yesterday (eventhough afzan and me were not there because we're too far; sorry sangat sangat nana. I promised you and your husband a big present :P )

When I was told by my parents that someone asked my younger cousin for a hand in marriage, I was somehow shocked because she's only 18. But one thing I'm sure is that she'll make a good wife. Because she is an independent and matured woman <---- not like me -_-

It was the third Hari Raya Aidilfitri that she got engaged to her husband. All of us were sooooo happy and excited because she's the first in our family (from my mother's side) who's getting engaged plus, married at an early age. We celebrated her engagement day with lots of joy ----> but it's kinda sad that arwah Abahwan is not there :(

Alhamdulillah, yesterday was her akad day, which means she already moved to the new life phase. My sister, Afzan, and me were not being able to attend that ceremony due to submissions and assignmentssssss yadayada~~ And as for me, I was like,

 "I've lost my cute lil cousin whom once lived together with us in Changlun to her husband,"

Time flies soooo fast. And me here still searching for joys in life. Sobs for me T.T 

Haha. Btw, happy wedding, Nana and Faris! This post is dedicated for both of you, may Allah grants you sakinah mawaddah and rahmah :)

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Nana;

I was happy that time Ibu told us that you're going to live with us the time Mama went to continue her studies. You went to the same school with my lil sisters and still, today, I remember you're wearing the pinafore uniform to school, the same as my lil sisters wore. 

Excellence that you gain in your studies have made you a better person, I think. Because you're being soooo kind and cute, the whole time! :*

Those times you went to school with my sisters, cycling together in the evening, gaduh together and even sleeping together with all of us, were really good times

That sad moment when Mama finished her studies and took you back to live with her really touched my heart. I may not be able to express it through my acts but one thing for sure, I felt one of my sister is going to be away, walaupun bapak la dekat Changlun and Jitra -_-

At that time, you're still Nana yang kecik and berhingus plus cute plus innocent plus plus plus plus <---- mohon bagi komisen sebab puji :3


Truthfully, I love you, cousin, because Allah sent you as my cousin and have your life inspired me :)

Now, you really have to be more cute and kind to your husband (dengar la sangat pesan orang yang tak kawin lagi ni. hahaha =,='). Bersabarlah. I know you're matured enough. Be a good wife to a good husband. And paling penting, be happy. Forget those things people said. Haters gonna hate. And they are like crickets, bising time kita takdak dan diam bila depan kita. That's haters. Abaikan depa. Seriously, please be happy or else I'm gonna have you eat banyak banyak sampai gemok <---- k, tadak kena mengena =,='

Faris;

Nana is one of a kind. She's cute, kind and still young. Always be beside her, support her and be with her through thick and thin. Understand her well and you'll know how cute she is! :)

Take care of her, sentiasa bersabar dan didiklah dia dengan didikan yang baik. Make her happy. That's the most important. Be nice to her, tau! Be loyal and love her till jannah

Most important, never ever ever let her feel sad. Respect each other :)

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These are the pictures I got from my family

above; 12 years ago, Langkawi
below; on Nana's engagement day, Jitra
Be happy dear! :*

May Allah bless. Cepat cepat dapat baby :)
 Jaga diri tau. Walaupun duduk dekat ka jauh ka, jangan malas malas. Be rajin. Maintain cute! :)

p/s: She's already married and this cousin of hers is still enjoying her life doing stuffs like outdoor activities and being carefree. And Ibu already bising bising because I'm being tooooooooo carefree. Whatever. I love my life now by the way -_-

Monday, December 2, 2013

Hiking Gunung Bunga Buah

Assalamualaikum.

As promised again, post lagi. Continued. Hiking Gunung Bunga Buah.

This is the second chapter of hiking out of Kedah

Gunung Bunga Buah. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Ceritanya, Gunung Bunga Buah ni terletak di Gohtong Jaya. 40km away from KL katanya. At 1,430m, it offers a moderate one to two hour climb as the trail itself starts high up in elevation, Gohtong Jaya being approximately 900m. Gunung Bunga Buah ni boleh dikatakan popular la dalam kalangan visitorssss hikerssss dari Klang Valley, yg aku pun sebenarnya tak sure sgt pasal kepopularan beliau. Biasa la, baru kenal. Accessible by highway, entry dia dekat celah celah kebun sayur belakang deretan rumah kedai.

deretan rumah kedai

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This is actually an unplanned activity. Since on Friday 29th November I had a critic session (which has ended up as a 'disaster'), I am not really prepared for this event. Plus, this is the ARCIIUM's (Adventure and Recreation Club IIUM) program and Kak Bibah is the one asking me if I wanna join this program. For me, it is of course a "Yes! I want! I want! *jump till the end of world -_-*"

She asked me earlier. On Monday I think. It was a

 "salam,, saya terasa mcm nak g tapi transport mcm x de ( unless Abdul Fatah Qasim or Aidurrah Azhar pergi) .. so kalau saya pergi jerk kat tangga besar tu dengan harapan ada kereta kosong boleh x?"


 kind of invitation. -_-

And on Tuesday, something reaaaalll bad happened to me. I fell off the stairs and bruised my left knee (accidentally, but luckily, no fracture..kot). It's just bruise kot. Nothing kot. But the pain is still here till now. Guess I really need to go to clinic -_-

After that, because of I don't really used on how to go there, terpaksa la Kak Bibah carikan orang untuk bawak kteorg dua yang 'takfittapinakjoinni'. And the same big bro yang drive us there. And big bro Fatah brought his friends with him, big bro Saiful, the one with us in Bukit Tabur trip, and the new big bro, Azizul.

So, squeeze all 5 of us inside big bro Fatah's car and off we went to Gunung Bunga Buah with ARCIIUM members after a short brief by PM of the event, around 8.15 pagi. Tak kenal sangat that guy. I'm not ARCIIUM's member by the way.

Singgah di kedai mamak before hiking up to Gunung Bunga Buah, those people had their breakfast and packed their lunch. Me, of course a no no for a heavy breakfast and I don't pack my lunch, apparently because that kedai mamak doesn't serve my favourite nasi kandar and daging masak hitam yet. Maybe because it's too early T.T

Around 10.30 pagi, mula lah pendakian Gunung Bunga Buah. The trail was at first, exciting. Plus, after around half an hour punya hiking (noted that we're bunch of notfitbutgegehnaknaik girls), sampai la ke satu jalan lama yang dah tak digunakan. That was included in the trail to the peak of Gunung Bunga Buah

Punya la semangat nak hiking awal awal tu. But then, bila dah penat, all of the excitement and semangat kononnya, all gone with the wind la bhai. It happened to kak bibah and me. lol

Then, we started to be left behind. Big bros cannot be detected sebab diorg laju sangat. sobs

We stopped so many times till I don't even know how many was it. We then arrived kat satu tempat ni, nice view, nice spot and nice environment. Phew. mengundang rasa taknak turun -_-

Alhamdulillah, around 2 petang something something, sampai la kami semua ke 4690ft punya point of the Gunung Bunga Buah. It was a very nice place. Having a nice view and the wind blowing soothingly, it was a worth hiking trip. Seriously, I fall in love with Gunung Bunga Buah. After resting and taking picturesssss, we started to head down

It was the same track to the one we used for going up. Bapak la hai steep~~

My left knee was in a really bad condition I guess. Because actually I felt like it's going to fall off -_-

Semput gila waktu nak menuju ke bawah balik. Because it's not only going down but it's going down and up and down and up and down again. Susahnya lahai~

And there's a big bro trying to coach kak bibah and me, training us and mentally 'bullied' us. Krik krik

We safely arrived at the starting place around 4.30 evening something~ After cuci kaki and all the mudsssss off our shoes and trousers (sebab rasa bersalah pulak naik kereta org kotor kotor), we went back to IIUM, dengan penuh kelaparan. 

Then, I've got a call from my sister asking me the place I sent my clothes for laundry and I suddenly realized that I have lottttttsss of clothes to send for laundry. Kbai. Pemalas. Lepas tu, aku pun ajak la kak bibah temankan aku keluar ke Melawati because I don't like driving alone, except it's a short trip around IIUM or UNIKL BMI kat sebelah IIUM. 

Then, after we went back to our respective mahallah and the 3 big bros already heading home, kak bibah and me siap siap nak keluar to send my 'baju kotor' to laundry. Suddenly, I realized, big bro Saiful forgot his tumbler. Terpaksa la call org lain suruh ambik and bagi kat beliau. Sebelum keluaq, kak bibah and me thought of having KFC because we're damn hungry. But kak bibah suddenly ajak makan burger bakar abang burn. So, burger bakar it is! :)

That's how a tiring day ended.. Burger bakar was our lunch and dinner. sobs :'(

Here's the pictures 

we're good.. kot.. 

five of us -_-

what are those two doing? =='
with unknown big bro from ARCIIUM-rupa rupanya beliau Mr President ARCIIUM -_-
Allah's creations
having fun selfie -_-




very nice view here. still not the puncak :(
me and kak bibah. tired faces. at 4690ft
me eating bahulu
4690ft camwhore




me getting down! hoyeah!



Late lunch(?) and dinner(?) at burger bakar. 9.30 malam

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Sorry sebab terlalu panjang. Seriously, it is the most exciting part of my life! Semua pun aku nak cerita. Because being single is too lively! I love this kind of freedom :)

Hiking Bukit Tabur

Assalamualaikum.

Since I've promised to post something on this beloved blog of mine, so, terpaksa la post jugak tengah malam ni. Dah janji la katakan. Takkan nak mungkir, kan? I don't want to be that type of girl -->takkan la guy pulak, kan?

So, back to the main point. Hehe. Sebenarnya aku nak cerita la sikit tentang aktiviti aku for the past two weeks. Hiking. Bukit Tabur and Gunung Bunga Buah.

Seronok sebenarnya bila dapat pergi hiking and get to know people. For first timer naik Bukit Tabur and Gunung Bunga Buah macam aku ni, aku rasa, it's worth walaupun bila balik je rasa lenguh badan. Ehem. Biasa la. Aku bukan fit pun. <--sila baca dengan nada mendatar

The first chapter is Bukit Tabur
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It's all started one week after I went back from Kursus Kemantapan Ketua Krew Kelana (5K) di USM Penang.

I sent a whatsapp to my IIUM Rover Scout whatsapp group and told them that I was sooooooo bored. Cannot stay any longer la in IIUM. Bored. Don't know what to do dah aih

Then there's someone responded to my whatsapp out of boredom. "Tabur ahad ni"

Then I was like, "waaaa. Bukit Tabur. Dah lama rasa nak naik!! Nak3 join!!" <--- read this with lots of excitement and innocence

Makanya, Ahad tu pun, off we went to Bukit Tabur. Dekat je dengan IIUM Gombak. Janjinya nak bertolak pukul 7.30 pagi. Tapinya, biasa la, manusia. Lewat la sikit dalam 15 minit gituhh

Around 8 pagi, dapat la big bro driver park his car. Seriously, banyak sangat kereta -_-

After that, bermula la pendakian kami berempat (aku, kak bibah, bro saiful and bro fatah). Naik ke atas, halfway, tetibe si bro fatah ni keluarkan graduation robe dari beg beliau and took pictures smbil pakai graduation robe tu. (Actually, mmg dh tau pun dia nak take pictures atas Bukit Tabur tu. Graduated dah. Tahniah la. Seronoknya lahai~~)

Dalam pukul 11.30 pagi mcm tu, baru la kami sampai kat atas. Tu pun tak sure la paling atas ke tak. And terjumpa senior KAED atas tu!! They brought their graduation robe too. Igt nak pinjam and wear it for spirit booster tapi bila tiba tiba ramai pulak org lalu n ajak diorg tangkap gambar, I thought, "I'd better back off"
-_-

Finally, we headed down and sampai bawah around 3 petang. Plus, we headed to this one tempat makan, my all time favourite since my friends showed me that place. Khan cendol. Ada kedai rojak sebelahnya. Kalau orang utara, we call it pasemboq

Sampai balik IIUM around 4 petang gituhh. Dan dengan penatnya, tamatla cerita Bukit Tabur

Kak Bibah; thanks for making Bukit Tabur trip comes true (walaupun 4 org je)

Big Bro Fatah; congratulations on your graduations and thanks for driving us there

Me and kak bibah having fun up there
sempat lagi tangkap gambar sambil climb that rocky thing


me; *texting and whatsapping people*

we had lots of fun. walaupun TIREDLIKEHELL
Next story is Gunung Bunga Buah. So, next post la yerr~~
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Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Aidurrah Syazwani

Dear friends, post ni untuk share benda ni je. Jemput baca. Still, aku yang menulis. Kalau rajin, follow la blog ni. :)


http://gammaria93.blogspot.com/2013/04/aidurrah-syazwani-bajet-cute-kbai.html

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Long time no see :)

Assalamualaikum.

Pheww. Lama la jugak aku ambil masa nak tulis satu satu blogpost. Biasa la. Architecture student. Hm. Baiklah. <----- Baiklah?? kfine. Belajar BM sekarang :) 

Sekarang ni tengah sibuk dengan projek kedua untuk semester kedua ni. Bila dah masuk semester kedua ni, banyak sikit dugaan dia. Tapinya, hidup tanpa cabaran ibarat musim tak berganti. Dull. Projek untuk subjek design kali ni kena buat emotion-shelter. Atau dalam Bahasa Melayu, 'perlindungan beremosi' gituhhhh~

Nak letak gambar pun tak mampu sebab tak siap lagi. Hm. Nak bagi teaser pun tak mampu jugak. Sadis gilos. Kdie. (._.)

Untuk mengubati kerinduan aku untuk berblogging, Maka, aku pun menulis post ini. (BM tahap level hipsterpetalakelapan). Beberapa kejadian yang kurang enak berlaku sepanjang beberapa hari masuk sem ni. (Dah nak sebulan dah la Aidurrah~ bukan beberapa hari dah). Contohnya, terflatkan tayar kereta, terkantoi bawak kereta dengan pakgad garang, terjoin archais, terpinjam buku library banyak banyak, terberubah banyak, terjadi malas, terputus asa, terbaling kasut, terjadi the hulk dan banyak lagi. <--- salah silap mohon diampunkan.

Perlukan banyak motivasi semester ni. Perlukan sokongan dan dorongan semua. Perlukan perhatian dan kerjasama semua. Sebab semester ni banyak groupwork. Tu yang perlukan semua benda tu. Almaklumlah, aku bukan seorang pemimpin. Sekadar pengikut apa je kata orang. Ehem. *merendah diri tahap cium tanah*


"... boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah jualah Yang Mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya."
Surah Al-Baqarah: 216

Ayat ni ada seorang sahabat hadiahkan kat aku suatu masa dulu. Tak tahu la kalau dia ingat lagi atau tak. Dan memandangkan sahabat tu dah semakin menjauh dari aku, aku pun cuba la simpan nilai persahabatan yang dia ajar pada aku. Kebetulan, adik aku sedang bergelut dengan cubaan hidup dia. So, aku pun hadiahkan ayat ni dekat dia, supaya rahmat tu sentiasa mengalir. Sekarang, aku kongsi dengan semua, sebagai penghargaan kerana telah muncul dalam hidup aku. Moga moga, ayat ini terus bergerak, dalam diri kita, supaya kita kurang mengeluh dan terus bekerja, demi kehidupan sempurna, dunia dan akhirat. :)

Ehem. Sori bajet ustazah sikit. Bhahahaha. Back to normal mode, setakat ni je kot dulu. Nanti bebila aku post lagi. Ni pun dah ambil wudhu' sejam yang lepas. Isyak tak solat lagi.

O Allah, forgive this sin of your slave!

*p/s: Roommate aku sedang bersembang pasal teletubbies dengan siapa ntah dalam fon tu. Mohon dia sedar la yang dia tu dah 20 tahun. Tak patut sangat cakap pasal teletubbies. =='



Saturday, December 22, 2012

Permulaan untuk Sesuatu yang Baru, Mungkin?

Assalamualaikum. Ehem Ehem. Testing.

Dah lama tak sapu lantai blog ni. Dah berhabuk. Maaf lah. Mungkin sebab banyak benda yang terjadi. Mungkin jugak sebab terlalu sibuk. Almaklumlah. Masih mengejar duniawi. Ehem. Astaghfirullah. 

Banyak benda nak cerita sebenarnya. *tekan tekan jari bagi bunyi sambil buat gaya gangster nak menumbuk*

Cerita 1
Sebenarnya aku dah selamat masuk belajar kat IIUM Gombak pada 4 Sept. 2012. Alhamdulillah, dah nak habis semester satu dalam dua minggu lagi. Dan bertambah tambah lagi syukur sebab masih bertahan dalam B.Sc. Architectural Studies walaupun baru satu semester. Insya Allah bakal terus di jalan ni. Walaupun kadang kadang aku rasa aku tak mampu nak teruskan, tapi, atas sokongan keluarga dan kawan kawan, aku tetap berusaha. Mungkin dah memang rezeki aku sekarang dan di masa depan dalam bidang ni. Siapa tahu? *muka cute*

Cerita 2
Taaruf week kat IIUM. Yang ni aku paling rasa bersalah sampai sekarang. *muka lapaq penampaq*. Sepanjang taaruf week, ada saja mulut ni gatal nak komen sana sini. Sampai satu tahap, tudung yang komiti pakai pun aku komen. *Okfain. Ni memang asdfggfhhfjjgkhdj betul*. Maka, atas dasar perikemanusiaan, aku pun bertekad, bulan sembilan punya ambilan tahun depan, aku nak jadi komiti. Erk. *tampar diri sendiri*

Cerita 3 
Kehilangan. Mungkin ada yang dah tau dan mungkin jugak ada yang tak tau yang Abahwan dah selamat pulang menemui Maha Pencipta pada 18 November 2012. Agak susah sebenarnya nak terima tapi kematian tu satu kepastian. Ajal itu janji Allah. Arwah pada masa hidupnya kadang kadang berperangai agak sengal. Tetapi, kesengalan itu sebenarnya yang dirindui semua. *kesat air mata*. Dipermudahkan jalan pulang melihat jenazah arwah dari Gombak ke Kedah membuatkan aku sedar yang banyak nikmat yang telah aku dapat, tapi tidak disyukuri. Melihat jenazah arwah tersenyum membuatkan aku cemburu. Sekurang-kurangnya, arwah tidak perlu berdepan hari esok yang belum pasti. *nangis depan cermin sorang sorang*. 

Cerita 4
Rentetan dari kehilangan Abahwan selama-lamanya, aku berjanji dengan diri sendiri yang aku akan jaga Maktok sebaik mungkin. Aku dah janji dengan Maktok yang aku nak Maktok tinggal dengan aku nanti.  Insya Allah, aku akan berusaha tepati janji aku. Sampai sekarang, setiap kali aku call Maktok, dia akan tanya, "lama lagi ka? Bila nak habis study?". Dan sejujurnya, soalan tu yang membuatkan aku terus bertahan dalam IIUM. *bungkus diri dalam selimut**sambung nangis*

Cerita 5
Selepas Abahwan meninggal jugak, ada mulut mulut jahat macam qwrewftrtyutiryuioy orang kampung yang tak tahu cerita tapi nak buat cerita lepastu telah menyebabkan rasa sakit hati family aku. Terutamanya IBU. Boleh pulak difitnah kata Ibu ikut Abah jalan jalan kat Kuala Lumpur. Dan time adik aku beli nasi lemak hari selepas Abahwan meninggal tu, ada pulak yang bertanya kat adik aku,
        
        "Ibu pi mana masa atok takdak tu? Takkan tak nampak kata atok dah nak meninggal?".

Hai orang orang kampung, tidakkah kau tahu ajal tu rahsia Allah? Lancang benar mulutmu itu. Mahu dicili kah? =='

Cerita 6
Selepas sebulan Abahwan meninggal, semuanya berjalan seperti biasa. Hari portfolio untuk semester satu makin dekat. Sedar tak sedar, dah nak dekat final jugak. Aku akan balik Kedah 3Januari nanti. Ehem. Hari last exam dan hari tu jugaklah aku nak balik.


----Tu ja kot nak cerita. Nanti kalau ada cerita, aku berblog lagi. Tapinya aku rasa cukup dah kot untuk sekarang ni. Esok exam untuk subjek Study Circle 1 a.k.a Halaqah 1. Doakan kejayaan aku tau! :) ----

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*Sedikit pencerahan bagi yang gelap masa depan sebab bertanya benda benda mengarut macam tu kat adik aku.*

---------->Halnya, malam 16 November, Abah nak ke Kajang sebab kena mengajar. Jam dah pukul 1. Abahwan masih di wad, dah sedar tapi tiada reaksi. Ibu rasa tak sedap hati dan Ibu suruh Abah naik kereta. Kalau ada apa apa jadi, senang nak balik katanya. *Ibu fikir, kalau ada apa apa jadi, senang nak balik. Tak payah naik bas, 6jam perjalanan dan senang nak ambik aku and Afzan*. Tapinya, pukul 1 dan Abah sorang sorang bawak kereta memang la bahaya. Jadi, Ibu, dengan kebenaran Maktok, Umi (kakak Ibu) dan Paksu (adik lelaki tunggal Ibu), ikut Abah ke Kajang dengan adik adik semua. 

---------->17 November, Ibu dan Abah terus melawat aku dan ajak aku ke Kajang. Tapi aku tolak sebab ada hal yang perlu diselesaikan.

---------->18 November, waktu rehat untuk kelas Dr. Spahic. Almaklumlah IIUM ni hujung minggu pun ada kelas. *baling buku*. Abah telefon. Berkali kali. Aku ingat lagi. "Abahwan dah takdak". Satu ayat tu macam tak logik. Aku tanya Abah, "Abah tipu kakak ka?". Abah kata, "Tak.". Waktu tu, aku rasa macam aku pulak nak hilang nyawa sebab terkejut. Lepastu aku balik Kedah. 'Perjalanan 140km/j' aku panggil. Sebab Abah bawak kereta macam errr. Sampai Kedah dalam 4 jam 30 minit. Alhamdulillah sempat tgk arwah Abahwan. 


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